Warning: Most of you won’t understand what I am about to say.

Have you ever felt your heart get stuck in your throat?
No matter how many times you try to swallow, your heart doesn’t move. You swallow and swallow till the inside of your throat is dry and nothing can seem to push it back down into it’s place?
Pretty much sums up what I have been feeling for the past month.

I lay in bed and my last thoughts are always the same.
I go to sleep and my dreams are on repeat.
Over the course of the night, my heart and hope reaches the stars.
&& when the sun comes out, gravity and reality crashes them down.